I am still stilll stilll exclaiming!!! What happened to blogspot.?? Wah, this is the 3rd time I retyping my blog.. dun ask me y.. dunno why suddenly hang.. lucky I din write much just now.. ok hmm.. cant remember much what I did for the past few days.. u see when u no sch now, u tend to forget what u did for these few days, cos everyday is a holiday.. ha.. hmm I am busy preparing for mission trip.. alright, me n Gabriel are the most free among the trippers.. so I can see that e rest are real real busy.. some were tired, some fell sick.. hey pple, get well soon J watch what you eat.. ha.. dun follow pple like mr biao.. we must be ready, spiritually n physically.. heh… yup. Today was awesome.. we had dinner 1st then worship.. I was kind of distracted for the beginning of worship but God brought me back.. I felt really unworthy at that time, not a clean vessel to serve Him.. but was very grateful that God still wan to use each n everyone of us.. we prayed for persis too.. she will agree that it is an awesome nite too.. heh…

Hmm, me n jingjing was talking online yest.. we both agreed that jc life is the period where we enjoyed a lot.. ha.. know some cannot adapt to it.. I guess it takes time.. I also dun really enjoy my sch (uni) life now.. but I always remind myself that I hav God and it is enough! ha.. n I hav my dearly friends too.. yup, I guess jc is where I start to find myself.. is where I like to fellowship a lot.. is where I slack too n I enjoyed it.. ok not very gd example ah.. ya I missed it, but is not the same when u see your jc friends now.. we have grown up! ha.. what we can do is to look back n laugh about it.. ha..

Somebody knocked at her door, the woman opened it. A small and fragile girl was at the door. She was barefooted and was carrying a basket full of matchstick boxes. “do you want to buy a box of matchstick?’ she said.

The woman looked at her. There was a few seconds of silence. She bought a pack of matchsticks from her. Bored, she tried to light the matchstick. Every matchstick she lighted, memories just like the firelight glowed in front of her. She started to light every matchstick, desperately. Maybe this is the light she was finding to fill the empty side of her. After using up all her matchsticks, she rushed out to find the matchstick girl. She found her and gave her a present to thank her. The matchstick girl is like Jesus. He is our light. When you feel so empty, his light will just fill you again. You remember the times when you accept Him, the time when you want to hold on to Him and never let go. How wonderful. N all you want to do is to give what you have to Him, not just a present but everything.

ha, was watching a movie just now and the above story depicts part of it, not the Jesus part la.. it is by a Taiwanese director who I always find difficult to understand Him. All his films need to think a lot one.. if you do not think, you will think that they are shallow or weird films.. but then actually they are films that have deep meanings.. I know all this cos I took Chinese cinema module last sem. The module was interesting cos it taught you how to look at the films in different perspectives.. many people are blinded with the Hollywood perspective.. that is why people rate movie as such perspective.. if it does not follow the Hollywood style, ok it is a bad movie, which is not true at all. Oh ya n my lecturer for this module is real funny.. quite cute also. cute is not handsomely cute leh.. is the way he talks and his actions that are cute.. ha.. me n my friends always cant wait to go for his lecture.. ha.. oh anyway e Jesus part is I added it one, after thinking through the movie.. ha..

alright God is telling me I need to spend more time doing other stuff soon.. n I need to sleep early and wake up early too.. heh..

ohoh nowadays kept hearing funny things abt e visa ad.. ha.. shall show e ad here...