ha ok.. i found the song in my laptop.. din even realise it is there all along.. it indeed brings back memories again.. doing something u enjoy.. n u will want to commit a lot to it.. i dunno why i din commit myself to band.. stopped when i entered uni.. maybe the unfamiliar new env outweighs your personal interest in playing your instru.. n yet i still miss playing my instru n playing in a band.. heh.. maybe is just another phase of life ba.. hmm.. was sad that i lost much of my skills.. but am happy tat i did experience these 6 yrs of band life.. ha ya like cheryl said, time to retire ba.. heh.. but i din take out the possibility that i will join band again.. ha.. see how ba..

God is funny.. there are some issues in ministry i find it hard to deal with.. n God gives me the issues in my life.. maybe i will understand more when i am in the same shoe ba.. ya.. i am struggling with it.. n i wonder how it started in the 1st place.. maybe is bcos i am not looking to God all the time.. circumstances around me start to change my thinkings.. this is bad n i am glad i discovered it.. God, change me...

yes.. i have been watching hk series.. have been controlling myself not to get the vcds fro my friend.. so 1 episode a day in scv.. quite torturing at times when exciting part comes in..

sometimes i find myself stoning so much.. izzi bcos things are coming my way n i prefer to shut them up, not thinking of them at all ?? or izzit a painful process to think through some things? i admit tat sometimes it is tiring to think n i rather stone..

time to study.. really.. n see how i can manage my time to study tat much of work.. ha.. ya words without actions is nothing.. words: "dun waste time, study!'' let's see what my actions are for the next few days.. ha..

can see tat my entry is random.. ya i am random.. ha.. write what i think.. din organise much of my tots.. maybe stone too much liao..