i running the race.. now i really cannot see the finish line.. the running is tough, tough.. but i know God placed me here for a reason.. is just tat i dunno what it is.. over time, i may look back n ask myself have i made e right choice. n fear just grab me.. when i tot i did my best, but the result said otherwise..

maybe this is where i need to depend on God a lot.. i just need his guidance for this.. n pple may ask izzit all worth it not to commit your time only in studies? there are MUCH better things to do than only studying la.. next cycle will start again, soon.. i am still not prepared for it..