went to FOP.. during worship session n ushering, was actually not focused.. one thing is i was very hungry.. din eat since 12 plus afternoon.. i need food.. lucky i survived through 3 biscuits and 2 sweets.. another thing is e music was loud.. wahh, my ears.. 3rd thing is i really dun feel right, without knowing why..

pastor phil's sermon refreshed me.. He said God likes to meet joyful people. are you a happy Christian? hmm think abt it.. i dun think i am.. worrying, thinking abt this and that.. submit them to God, but i know i still holding on to them.. well.. i have to trust in God. sometimes we say we trust Him, but we know in our heart we dun mean it or we just say for the sake of saying it.. Be real to God, one thing i learn.. n i know why i dun feel right. cos i wasnt seeking Him often.. was living in my 'worldly' world.. God draw me back, again.. n i thank Him for that..

i am thinking of travelling now.. some of my friends are gg exchange sooon, like in 6 mths or a yr time.. ha.. can see that a lot of pple actually go for exchange.. marble gg canada, for a yr! jt, sb gg france n sweden.. isa just came back from france, n she lost weight. i cant believe it! n we somehow conclude that french pple live healthy lifestyle.. haha.. persis in aust now.. still got who ah.. hmm ok marie, eh, gg china.. heh.. when u have such friends, you really want to travel! i watched discovery travel n living, passport to europe with samantha brown. woah.. so niceee.. i know i wont be travelling to such places soon, so for now, just gonna watch those travel shows lo.. ha..