AHH! I drank tea last night, not realising the fact that it can actually keep me awake. And yes, I couldn't sleep till 5 plus in the morning! I was physically tired, so couldn't read book. But my mind was not tired at all. All I could do is to play a little PSP game and just lie down on my bed, hoping that I will doze off soon. My mind just had many thoughts, especially the conversation I had with my friends just hours ago. We talked about dating and relationship. Perhaps I really need to take some time to think about my values, the reasons I hold these values. I do not agree with my friends' understanding of what relationship and dating are, but I couldn't explain clearly the reasons why, leaving them so shocked about what I said. Ha. I still hold these values. Maybe the world has crooked too much the definition of dating and relationship that they see the definition as that. They said I am conservative, I see myself protecting my purity before marriage. And I think they did not understand what I meant purity is. It was a good conversation, at least I know what their perspectives are.

Use me oh Lord, to speak and live out the truth people should hear.