People who know me know that I love food. Ha, especially sashimi! Friday, I was really drooling thinking of it, after not eating it for so long. The thought of putting them in my mouth and the taste.. wahhh.. I couldn't take it. Tried all means, like calling my mother if she going anywhere that sells sashimi. And before I went for MCR seminar, I actually drove to serangoon garden cold storage to find if they were there. I had to risk getting in a traffic jam, risk getting fined(cos I did not have coupons with me. In the end, I really almost got it, had to run to the officer and apologise to him.) This is what is called desperation. You want a thing, you desperately want to get it, despite of any circumstances.

And then, just a thought came to me. Am I that desperate for God?
And this put me to shame. Cos my answer is no. Yes, I desire God, I hungry for Him, but not to that desperation.

Lord, I want to be more than that level of desperation for You.
When I desperate to be with You,
I want to run to my bedroom or any suitable place to worship You.
When I desperate to talk to You,
I will not hesitate to talk.
When I desperate to read Your Words,
I will take up my bible immediately anytime anywhere.