I am holding on to many strings. Just like tug of war, I want to pull them forward, nearer n nearer to the goals I want to see. I want to see quick result, for them to be pulled faster to my side. But God has his own timing, the other side is pulling just as hard. The tug of war is not easy to be in. I tried real hard, for many days, there is still no winner or loser. There are times I am really tired, discouraged, but still holding on to the strings. This time, it seems like the enemy is winning slightly. No matter how much effort I put in in pulling them forwards, some went back to the original place, for me to pull again.

I thought I have handed them to God, maybe I have not.

God You take control.